Some person by the name of Elain add me on friendster. I don't think I know her or maybe I do. If she is the one i think she is than good for her that she found me through the net but if is not the one that I think she is than well too bad. I'll be gaining a new friend than. Haha.

I was looking back at some old photos yesterday and I saw this photo when I was in primary 1 (wow that was like slightly more than a decade ago). There was Rachel tan, Xiaojun, Estee, Grace ler, Grace, me and some others that i really cannot remember their names. We really look damn innocent there than. May not so anymore, I do not really know any more. After primary 6 all of us just fell part altogether. For all i know it was the ever stupid hetic school schedules that we are holding on to than that makes us drift apart.
I kind of found Elaine's block one of my primary school clique. Ha some many of them went to SAJC. Well for me, I ended up in nyp, I myself also do not know why here. From Elaine's I moved on to Philicia than to Estee's. All i can remember, is that Estee was damn cute in primary 1 la than at that moment there was this kind of getting to get to know your classmates, from than on the clique was form.

Four walls, Three words, Two hearts, One love. I saw this on Estee's blog, I know how you feel. You are no alone there are thousands out there too join the crowd.

- passing day without the light -

Everybody should know yourself better than anyone else especially your parents. But for me i don't think that works in my favour. I can say that i know myself well enough but not enough to be able to tell the future. I can make plans like 1 hour and change it so that spontaneously that i don't even realise it until i feel that i missed out doing something at the end of the day.

When impulsiveness takes in, i just come to it and not really think of the after effect. Yea like saying something from my feelings and later regretting it as it didn't went through the brain before coming out properly. So sorry said something about you without think about the consequences, hope you don't mind not that it is anything so that serious.

This is what result i got from a test of impulsiveness:

You Are 67% Impulsive

You are impulsive, which at times leads to irresponsibility. It's hard for you to say no to all but the most insane propositions.But you could care less. While your impulsive ways have gotten you in a little trouble - they've made for a very exciting life!

Maybe the test was too superficial as i think that the results is so not like me.

thanks rakcent..thanks a lot for your undivided thought of covering up what ever you think was so that serious. Just wanted to know how was i involved when i wasn't in the ballroom but at connection 1 n 2 with koon ann that the rest that night? Yups and for that other complaint, that was all shits la nothing that serious as you think. You don't know the whole story. FYI: the comments card was not thorn up in fact it was sent up to the F&B office.

And to think that my days working part-time will end soon after i start school again hai always not able to fulfill what i want to achieve..damn everything is so hard to let go when you just think of throwing it out of your mind. I thought that Saturday would be my 'last day' there but got caught by eddie that i was working in sentosa la..what ever the reason it was to keep it a secret i can't really remember if i not wrong was that the tried to push a lot of responsibility on me and something like i want to run away from his inquisitiveness(if theres such a word).

Not like there is better opportunities in sentosa, but is the working environment. Although i was called up to go there and work by a few friends and the manager but first thing is that i live like damn far from everywhere la, for sure that travelling is gonna be a big problem. Than again i change my mind, i took up the job not because it offers a better pay but as i said doing a favour for friends. Just the first week there kills all the enthusiasm in going there everyday, only worked for 4 days. Than the calls came again that they require my help. Ah damn all the beauty sleep and other comfort that i have slacking at home. So went down and help again for another 2 weeks of course not working everyday la (how i hope was everyday).

You can say that i'm a workaholic and like to stick to some thing that is familiar to me la like A****. But can't anymore stick around there. Got too much problems arising and very hard for the old staff to stick together anymore course of 'some people'. What ever the hell with them la i got another few more places to run.

TRUE LOVE

Love is not love,
which alters when it alteration finds.
It is a fixed mark
that looks on tempests and is never shaken.
Love alter not with his brief hours and weeks.
But bear it out even to the edge of doom.

When life gets hard and things change
True love remains the same.

YES! finally the new car is coming in today la..so so happy lor got car must exaggerate more YES YES!!!hehe..its a toyota rush and cant be bought from boneo motors cause they dont sell these kind of car models, so its parrallel import. hai only sad thong is that i cant go take it cause my mum said that although today is dragon day but it is quite dangerous as can "chiong" if there is anyone there that has the chinese horoscope of dog lor..so must listen to her as i dont want anything to happen. prevention is better than experiencing the unexpected.

wa lao feeling damn tired now la but at least i've finished the most idoitic project which is MMD lo..so bloody stressful got to use some stupid software which i dont have than only later got it and i found out that i dont have system 32 in my computer la..wat the hell! anyway its all done already and handed in so if later i found that that something wrong just too bad, cant make any changes. watever la i dont wanna know any more its time to move on to other projects that needs to be done.

HAPPI B'DAE Charlene !

Success is a measure as decided by others. Satisfaction is a measure as decided by you. You work with the compass. Let others work with the clock.

Seek not to find who you are, but to determine who you want to be. Stop looking for a purpose as to why you are here.
Create it.

Life is not a process of discovery but a process of creation.
Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence.

Prepare for the future without fear.

This is what you tell me so i'm passing the message on to others around that are bothered to read, cant be that selfish as to keep it to myself right? Anyway thanks for your concern although you need not treat me so that nice.

SORRY! never reply your mail eveytime, quite busy now a days la..stupid projects and other thing else.

In your

absence, the

rainbow has

diminshed its

radiance

For all those precious moments

you offered

Thanks for your warmth,

care

and hospitality