Everybody should know yourself better than anyone else especially your parents. But for me i don't think that works in my favour. I can say that i know myself well enough but not enough to be able to tell the future. I can make plans like 1 hour and change it so that spontaneously that i don't even realise it until i feel that i missed out doing something at the end of the day.

When impulsiveness takes in, i just come to it and not really think of the after effect. Yea like saying something from my feelings and later regretting it as it didn't went through the brain before coming out properly. So sorry said something about you without think about the consequences, hope you don't mind not that it is anything so that serious.

This is what result i got from a test of impulsiveness:

You Are 67% Impulsive

You are impulsive, which at times leads to irresponsibility. It's hard for you to say no to all but the most insane propositions.But you could care less. While your impulsive ways have gotten you in a little trouble - they've made for a very exciting life!

Maybe the test was too superficial as i think that the results is so not like me.

thanks rakcent..thanks a lot for your undivided thought of covering up what ever you think was so that serious. Just wanted to know how was i involved when i wasn't in the ballroom but at connection 1 n 2 with koon ann that the rest that night? Yups and for that other complaint, that was all shits la nothing that serious as you think. You don't know the whole story. FYI: the comments card was not thorn up in fact it was sent up to the F&B office.

And to think that my days working part-time will end soon after i start school again hai always not able to fulfill what i want to achieve..damn everything is so hard to let go when you just think of throwing it out of your mind. I thought that Saturday would be my 'last day' there but got caught by eddie that i was working in sentosa la..what ever the reason it was to keep it a secret i can't really remember if i not wrong was that the tried to push a lot of responsibility on me and something like i want to run away from his inquisitiveness(if theres such a word).

Not like there is better opportunities in sentosa, but is the working environment. Although i was called up to go there and work by a few friends and the manager but first thing is that i live like damn far from everywhere la, for sure that travelling is gonna be a big problem. Than again i change my mind, i took up the job not because it offers a better pay but as i said doing a favour for friends. Just the first week there kills all the enthusiasm in going there everyday, only worked for 4 days. Than the calls came again that they require my help. Ah damn all the beauty sleep and other comfort that i have slacking at home. So went down and help again for another 2 weeks of course not working everyday la (how i hope was everyday).

You can say that i'm a workaholic and like to stick to some thing that is familiar to me la like A****. But can't anymore stick around there. Got too much problems arising and very hard for the old staff to stick together anymore course of 'some people'. What ever the hell with them la i got another few more places to run.