Blessed am i as i have such caring friends around. Such optimistic family members and colleagues all around me. ARGH! The 'hole' is getting worse although it is sewn up instead of left open for it to naturally heal. I dont wanna do anything about it cos i am damn scared out of my wits la. Hope i dont have to go under the knife again, freaking torturing lor the last time. But never the less i have to thank all the peeps that are always behind me for all this time.

This is a peom for all those out there that gave me emotional support:

Sometimes,
mere words are just not enough to express to a friend
how i feel.
Yet, i try must.
When we gather sometimes, much is
exchanged.
Including words of gratitude.
Distance is but a small barrier
to friendship,
and not even that to memories.
Only sometimes the only thing we can offer a distance is our support.
The path ahead is bumpy enough without trying to walk in the
dark.

loving every moment with you